so this is me.

Saturday, June 17, 2006
okay so what the shit is an activeX. keeps freaking popping up on evry website i visit.
dammit.


ah dammit.

damn it.

Saturday, April 22, 2006

i think ive been way too caught up trying to adjust and settle into the new environment..
rather, ive been constantly telling myself there's no need to think abt it, somethings just slip away..

i've learnt mutual tolerance.
i've learn to take things in a more professional way, despite having to play against ur ex-teammate, who was ur bestest captain for the last 4yrs
i've learnt tt in the court, just go ahead and be the asshole as long as ure not an asshole outside of court. dont ask me how i learnt tt. i just did today.

season's almost coming to an end..
the much-looked-forward-to end,
which probably wldnt end the way we hope it wld.

how much of regret shld i have?
i thought i didnt care.

then again, mayb i do.
n the more i care, the harder it becomes
.
.
.

i shldnt care.


a pressure-less friday to come


then what happened to paperchasing?

i need a kickstart into my heaviest gear.

Saturday, March 18, 2006

and i was told to take a gd rest this march hols. only truly understood why when i realised tt combined schs games begin nxt wk, coach wld surely step up on trng since nationals begin on 31st..

then someone decided to pass me this massive cough and sorethroat. hoho.

whack me out.

cough syrup makes me high.

yucks.


i wonder how long i can continue coping w both ccas.

hmm.



am not giving up anyway.

Sunday, March 05, 2006

sometimes, i just wish i knew what i wanted.

sometimes, i wish i cld always have things my way.
now tt sounded reali spoilt.


i wish everything wasnt abt opportunity cost.


n i cld just continue wishing..

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

alright, its been a while.
and so much happened over the past few wks.

there came O level results which was the climax for a day or two, then everything simmered down and the finality of it still bothers me sometimes.. dsa still bothers me sometimes too. never knew quitting was such a privilege, but i noe i shld thank my lucky stars i need not fret over joint admission.


nothing will match up to what scgs was. mayb its the ppl, the culture.. the environment, my classes from sec1 to 4. zeying told me its not hc, its just scgs.
just scgs. and i will live with it.


still straggling around.. still trying to get used to it.





so much for right and wrong..
something's just arent meant to be.
and 'what cld have been' continues to haunt me.
but ive got aims in mind now, and goals to achieve.
i hope i took it better this time.
i learnt. i really did.

and after all, you're still you.

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

i guess its goodbye, at last.

Saturday, January 21, 2006

just another of those days.

in a word, antisocial. i really have no idea why..

went for combined school's trials and quite inaccurately qualified. so just sat arnd at the mg courts throwing questions from my hw at khai lin.


great.





i feel so empty.




so...




emotionless.

i need to get my schedule worked out..

i forgot what i wanted and felt like saying.



still not thinking, not thinking and not thinking.


n i reckon i'll need alot of help with my work this yr.




thing's are gona be v different nxt wk onwards.











and i cld bet my last dollar that everyone wld agree w me,
i miss SCGS

the NO. 1 rule
because
i say so

_ correction, your No.1's rule.
.tongue's out

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